I've been worrying almost every night, before I sleep & when I wake up in the middle of the night. How it would be & would I be able to handle both toddler & my coming precious baby in mid July? I cried last night. I'm scared & worried. I think it's the pregnancy hormones that's causing this emotional turbulance.
Every night, after putting ZY to bed, I feel so tired & would start to think about things I've to do after that like nursing my new born then pump out the balance and take them downstairs to freeze them. Later part would be to get up every 2 hours to change & nurse him, then to go to work the next day. It'll be quite challenging if I've back-ache.
If I had to look for a silver lining in this cloud, at least I am having another child, just what I've been asking for all this while.
Sometimes after pouring out my problems here, I would find answers to my miseries.
1) Yani will get the pumps ready for me to do the job, the only thing I'd do is to put them in the fridge.
2) I could buy a mini fridge to put upstairs so that i wouldn't have to run downstairs.
3) I could buy 2 breast pumps for 2 sessions at night after nursing my son & 2 session at work. So, I save time on washing the pump for the next sessions usage.
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